:)

im not sure if my pal has recieved her package, so im posting pics of the package i sent her here for a sneak peak (i dont know if i should post it on the other one). so if u see this, heres a sneak peak for the 2nd package sent out for PRGE! i also added another candle, that was larger, and a cool sun candle holder that went with it, and a knitting book. there not in the pictures below cuz these were taken before. i really enjoyed sending out this gift. the candles smelled soooooooooooooooo good. all three were vanilla, the two smaller ones were the same brand, and the larger one was a different brand, i htink the smaller ones smelled yummier.

theres some black cascade at the very right, its hard to see here. the second one shows it better, but the first one u cant see the "not that evil not that good either" sticker.

and here it is almost ready to be sent. i had most of this stuff for a couple weeks, i just wasnt sure if my pal was at her residence still. so i held onto it

so im finally able to sit at the computer for a bit. its been real busy here i guesse. it doesnt really seem like it but for some reason the last week flew by. lol i think it might have somthing to do with the fact that me and my sister have bought some cool stuff. i even bought some stuff online for the first time!!! how cool is that? i cant wait to get all the yarn i ordered. and i also bought troy a guinness shirt too. i know he will like it.

ive been experimenting with koolaid dyeing! its so very very fun. the colors werent the best but i didnt expect my first time playin around with it to be great. but i still really liked how some of it turned out. im making zoey a hat out of the multicolor one i did. its cute. she wont let me sit down long enough to really get alot accomplished tho. so i think thats what im gonna go do now since troy is home. troys been workin lots. since hes a manager now, but the pay is so much nicer! :) just his bonus this month will take care of the rent. how cool is that? troy also said i can now get an allowance! omg im so excited! cuz he said it will be 200 a month. i tried to get 250 lol he said 175, so we did that (me, him, me, him)"250", "175", "225", "200 and thats it" lol so i got more then what i thought. i luv negotiating. hehehe. so yea, im excited about it. he is too. he usually spoils himself, and with this nice raise, he will be over doin it, lol but htats him. hes alot better then he used to be. well i tink i should go, i think i almost use this blog as a journal sometimes. lol. i dont think many people come here lol this would bore the hell out of anyone. ok im off to knit in my nice clean, terrificly smelling bed. with no little lady runnin around stealing my yarn hehe. oh and if ur reading this, im curious... what kind of laundry detergent do u use? currently we have, All (the original scent), All (free and clear), Gain (original), and i think we have All fresh rain. i have to admit im addicted to new smells. ive had the All free and clear for awhile, cuz it doesnt have any smell. i luv the smell of clothes. so im just wondering what u use and how do u like the scent? and 99% of the time i use bounce fabric softners, not because i luv them the best, its just cuz we have so much of them right now. waht kind of fabric softners do u use? i think my favorite laundry detergent of ALL time is dreft. for babies. OR All for babies. omg they both smell so fantastic. the baby All is hard to find here. lame. it smells so good tho. okay ive done enough running on and on. im gonna go get my zoey project hat, the hard part will be running in and out of the living room without her seeing me. if she sees me, theres no going back lol. take care everyone :)

two 100 % alpaca, some size 1 needles and two handmade small gifts

blogger is being nice to me........if i use a different computer

neeays i saw this on a couple peoples blogs, i didnt want to do it at first cuz i knew i would get some lame ass list. but i was bored a few minutes ago, and did it. i followed the directions perfectly, and i have to say im happy with it. whoo hoo. neways, ill post it on my other blog in awhile. i want to keep the PRGE up for a bit. i cant believe all the sublime that poped up on my list, i mean i have about a million times more nin and nirvana, and i didnt even get nirvana once, and my bf has so much music on here i wouldnt listen to either, i was pretty lucky wit my list. this hasnt been changed either (if i didnt like the list i wouldnt have bothered with doing it again lol, and i would feel guilty for cheating) :)

do it, i want to see what yours comes up with.


1. Open your mp3 library
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool.
7. Don’t skip songs.

My Movie:

1. Opening credits: halleluja - rammstein
2. Waking up: no woman no cry - sublime
3. First day of school: electrical funeral - black sabbath
4. Fight song: wrong way - sublime
5. Breaking up: aenema - tool
6. Happiness: garden grove - sublime
7. Life’s okay: tequilla - sublime
8. Mental breakdown: piggy - NIN
9. Driving: wiggy wiggy - spm
10. Flashback: schism - tool
11. Getting back together: lateralus - tool
12. Wedding song: pawn shop - sublime
13. Birth of first child: snow - red hot chili peppers
14. Final battle scene: catalyst - isis
15. Death scene: she moves in mysterious ways - KMFDM
16. Funeral song: hurt - NIN
17. End credits: smoke two joints - sublime

blogger amazes me

so its letting me post today, but still wont let me join punk rock knitters or PRGE. what a pain in the ass. i dont think anyone looks at this blog anymore, if u do i have a new one, its : http://www.satisfyingmyknitspot.wordpress.com that one lets me post when i want. blogger is great, its just somethings wrong with me using it. i dont know what the hell happened. before it was fine, then something got all messed up. it will get figured out soon. neways, its almost time to know who our prge pal is. whoo hoo. i cant wait to see who i have. i look at everyones blog on prge, just to get a feel of everyone. there are a few that i would have a hard time buying for.

well troy should be home soon, writing this post makes me sad, i really kinda miss blogger. i feel all lonely over at wordpress. lol im lame, neways, if ur reading this, take care, best wishes to all, :)

what the...

so i guess blogger likes me again and is letting me post. i actually got a new accound too, and a new blog, but the new account on blogger wont let me post on punk rock knitters! wtf!!!?!??!?! its all very annoying. im gonna email lana again with my request to join again under this account, i think i am getting pretty annoying. sorry lana. if it doesnt work this time for me, i give up :) well probably not.

take care

this is a blah blah blah crap

well, yea, im kinda pissed, its kinda been a shitty night, i have so much on my mind latly, u know? its been a bad week, we found out the new landlord wants to live here, and the old owner didnt even tell us he had sold the property! this is so mean, fucken a! i mean come on, so now we got to find a new place to live, and since we had no idea, we dont have anything saved up for deposits and stuff, its al fucked up, im so mad. everyhting is pissin me off, like when i was a teen, and i never got to do anything i wanted, cuz my mom was always so mean about it, she would never let me do anything i wanted and needed to do. its really upsetting me latly, i mean, i have always had a problem with it, but its pissin me off so much latly. she make me get a job at 14, and i had to pretend i was 16 so i could acutally have it. i didnt get to hang out as much as i wanted, and as far as looks, i couldnt do anyhting, couldnt dye my hair, couldnt wear the things i realy wanted to. i mean, yea it is stupid to get mad, but i mean, i really wanted to do those things, and when i finally moved out, when i was almost 17, i rebelled, yea i couldnt dye my hair, but i turned to drugs, i mean, at taht time, when i moved out i did nething i could do, i mean, why wouldnt she let me dye my hair? and why couldnt i wear a spiked colar like i wanted? it was dumb, so when i finally moved out, i did drugs, the family life was so bad back than :(. when i got pregnant i stoped everything, but i ended up havin a miscarriage, with twins, it was horrible, i saw them both, it ws the scariest night of my life, and also so depressing, a few months later i got pregnant again, with zoey:) she is all i got nowadays, and u nkow waht!??!?! im gona dye my hair! i dont have a job right now, i couldnt give a fuck what my image is, i dont do drugs anymore, which is awesoem :) but i mean, since i can have time away from work, i would really like to, i mean, i have time now to do it, but i mean, im an adult now, and why was it such a big deal back then? she alwasys thought that waht everyone else thought about me was so much more important than how i felt. i was diagnosed with severe depression and ocd when i was 13. she didnt do anyhting for me, i was on meds for less than a month, i went to about 3 therapyt sessions, i needed alot of help, and i didnt get anything. my ocd has gotten so bad since i have had my daughter, i cant even be in a car, its so bad now, and i read that usualy ocd will settle in around 30 and gets worse, im 21, im scared about what it will do in a few years. im ocd about alot of htings, its just so depressing to me latly, well i got to go, troys gettin all mad at me for writing, yea i guesse i should just shut up.

Salute to Dimebag

hey, watch this video, he was one of the most bad ass Guitarist of all time. i love him, RIP Dimebag Darrell, We love and miss you, we'll see you when we get there.

with love to "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott 1966-2004

Yay!

well, i finally got some double pointed needles!!! i am so excited!!!

And of course i had to share what they look like. They were like 4 bucks! My bf says he can buy me some more yarn soon.....YAY!

So, i made this hat, for my moms friend, the butterfly didnt come out to well, but i dont have much experience whith doin charts, but i think the hat turned out good for my first time on the double pointed needls, and the top! oh my god i love the top, it looks so much better. im pretty happy with it, and i hope she will enjoy it :). I did the pattern from this link kitty gave me :). Thank you kitty :) I did the rolled brim chemo cap. Have a good day everyone, and thank you!!!!

Here's the butterfly chart if anyone wants it :).

It's after 3 am, and i am still up. Big surprise? no. So i wanted to show what i have made over the last few days. I first made a green and black striped crocheted hat for my bf. The ends are not hidden yet so u can still see em. He has a big head so yea, its a big hat. =P


Oh, and I made this pink and black striped crocheted hat for my daughter, but it doesnt look pink in the picture, it looks more white and black but i assure u its pink and black, the flash on my camera is so bright. She hates hats, but shes gotta wear them for the winter :)


And i made this knitted hat for my moms friend who has cancer :(. I want to make her lots of hats :). but i dont know for sure if i want to give this one to her, cuz i dont know if its worthy. For some reason i dont know if i like it or not, what do u think? The top of it looks horrible, i dont know how to do tops to well, and i want to get some double pointed and circular needles so it all looks better, :) I would really like to make her something she would like to wear u know? :)


And, i found out that today thanxgivin is gonna be at my house. Im worried but terribly excited! My family is comin over; mom, dad, and sister! Their my fav family, besides my bf and daughter! The rest of my family can all f@#$ themselves, cuz they dont know sh%$ about anything, and they dont matter :). So! Today is gonna be so fun! Im so excited! Yay!! I hope all of u have a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be happy, and have lots of fun, if u get in a bad situation, just remember that its not worth the hassle. :) Peace, luv ya!

It's just about 1 a.m., and im still up. I wanted to show some of the beaded things i have made. I really like em, even tho i didnt have many beads to work with. I made another for my sister, it was so cute. I cant wait till zoey can start wearing bracelets, and necklaces!!!! I also work with hemp, so i should make something to show. Well i should try to get some sleep. Nite.

I cant believe im still up, wait, yea i can. Neways, heres a hat I made for Troy my bf. It's crocheted, I love makin him hats!! And he doesnt seem to mind. He should be home sometime. It's almost 4 in the morning, hopfully he got a few cars. Well, im gonna try to get some sleep, maybe. Here's a view from the top. :)

I know its late but...

I had to show a pic of my daughter from halloween. We spent the night at my sisters house, and watched some tv. We dont have cable television at home, so it was cool. She was a kitty, we tried to put whiskers on her, we kinda got it, she struggled, it was cute. My dad ended up doin it. :) she didnt get any candy tho. She is now 15 months! YAY! I Love You Zoey!

Zoeys new lily

Zoey got a new toy over the weekend, her name is lily, and she speaks in english and spanish. It's real cute, i took a pic of her taken a nap with lily.

So today is sunday, my boyfriend goes to work today. he is gone alot during the week, he repo's cars. I dont get to see him to much. We get fridays and saturdays with him, then hes right back to his 14 hour days.

I have so many projects goin on right now. I always have more than one goin. I'm working on my sisters scarf, and pillow, and my bf's hat. I would like to start a hat for my daughter. There's two birthdays comin up, and i know one would love a couple of hats, so i gotta get on that, and then theres christmas. Im not sure if im makin anything for anyone tho, cuz i also have a few hats i should be working on. Their for my moms friend who has cancer. She's a hippie, so i can make some cool hats for her. Well i gtg, i need a shower....

First Post!

Hi!! This is the first post. Kinda cool. Im still playin around with everything. Im gonna get some pics up this weekend, so bare with me. I knit, crochet, make bracelets, necklaces, and i wish i could sew. I have the cutest daughter in the world, so im sure you will hear lots about her.